Been a few motnhs since my last topic. I am doing this now for almost a year now, for the last year intensively. I am not going to express here al the frustrations and explain all the sets etc.
What I can say now, which I hope help may help you, is read a lot of material which you do, but also some philosophie with it (like I did).
It's a very funny concept actually I realize now. At first you feel desperate you cant get any girls towards you get a few girrls, then the girls you wanted before are not at your current standard, so your standard shifts to 'more beautiful' girls, which you now think you should obtain. At some point you get these girls and you standard moves again to a higher degree, until your standard is the most high standard to be thought of:: Models. So, for me, it wasnt really for the girls, but some kind of self recognition I am able to score myself these kind of girls. Now, I am tired of dating and thinking and putting every piece of information into the terms' of daygaming. Now that I some kind of proved to myself that I am worthy to myself for getting the hottest girls I want and actually the social recognition for it, yes I am painfully honest about myself, is not 'the thing' anymore. Basically, I want to create real intense affection with the girl with the personality that suits me the best. I am tired of going out on the streets to prove myself worthy. I think I am going to take a break and leave daygame for what it is. Maybe it is a signal I fullfilled my needs or I came to the insight the real thing is the moving standards and its not really about the girls and social recognition.. In the end..
Hope this helps to think about your own journey!