Hi, in 2010, I met and fell in love with a girl. She said that she wasn't going to be more than a friend because her breakup was too recent. But after a few weeks, we became intimate and it lasts for about three months until she met another guy from which she fell in love.
After she told me this, I felt in a depression for a few months because I was in a oneitis. We kept contact by email but not that much. Eventually, a few months after, she had a breakup with her boyfriend and when I heard about this, I had the idea to get her back (bad idea).
Eventually, I became lame and needy and five months ago she told me by SMS that she is not interested in continuing to see me like this. We said adios and from this point I felt a real lack of pressure on me. I felt better because I know I lost her and it's finish, completely. I knew that it was impossible to be in a relationship with her so I said to myself that I needed to look forward and do something with my life. I was just sad that we couldn't stay friends. Only friends.
So about one month ago, I wrote her an email describing my mistakes, lame and needy guy ... and that I understand why she doesn't want to stay friends with me. And I finished my email by opening a window for a friendship only relation if she thinks that we have something to share ...
No answer from her after this email but on the 1st of January, I received an email from her saying Happy new year and wishing me the best in love, health ...
My question is, do you think she wants to reconnect with me as a friend or I am just imagining something? I know a lot of you will say, let her go ... but today it's very clear in my mind that I am not in love with her anymore and a love relationship would be impossible between us.
So, I am waiting for your advice. Thanks in advance!